I start a job on July 2nd, a job that, while not as bad as the jobs I’ve had in the past (at least I’m hoping), is still a job that will shape and define me for the next bit of my life, which is, I’m not going to lie here, somewhat devastating. Right now my focus has become singular and overwhelming, and it’s a disturbing motivation that I rarely feel the need to explore: money. Money. What a fucking waste.